In 2020, Justine Payton found herself in a dire situation, battling Covid in a Hare Krishna ashram in Philadelphia. Her dedication to the movement led her to a role in spreading its teachings, but she soon faced emotional and spiritual abuse. Manipulation and control by the leader, Mangal-arti, led Justine to question her own instincts and endure extreme hardship. Eventually, she realized the abusive nature of her experience and sought to break free. After her ordeal, she has distanced herself from organized religion and is striving to rebuild her life.