Eyal Ben-Ari, a resident of Safed, Israel, grapples with the moral and practical implications of carrying a heavy assault rifle as a member of a civilian militia formed in response to security threats. The city, known for its religious and creative community, has seen a surge in citizens arming themselves due to fears of attacks. The article highlights the complex dynamics of arming civilians, the historical context of gun ownership in Israel, and the impact of this trend on different communities. It also delves into the religious and personal perspectives of individuals involved in the militia, shedding light on their motivations and concerns. The article ultimately presents a nuanced portrayal of the multifaceted responses to the security challenges faced by the people of Safed.